Hello World

I have a diverse and rather strange background. While I won’t go into depths about what that background is, I am sure they will leak out here and there as I post my ramblings. Because of this, my ways of thought have been challenged and re-formed quite a few times, sometimes from the basis.

They say that people never really change. I think that is only true when their environments don’t. When a person’s surroundings change, the person can absolutely change in very dramatic ways. Because that has happened to me so many times, my mind is a bit fucked. You may say, whose isn’t, in this day and age? When I say fucked, I don’t mean it in a psychologically ill kind of way. Rather, I don’t really have a home – both in the sentimental sense and also in a psychological way. I don’t really have a comfy coping mechanism that I can default to. Because of this, I found that the ways I see things and think about things are sometimes radically different from others'.

Oh, you self-absorbed fuck, you’re not that special, one might say while reading this. You’re probably right but this is my blog after all. It’s a way for me to vent and internalize my thoughts in a structured manner, and I think this is healthy – it’s a way for me to reflect and redefine. And I wanted to do it in a way without the baggage of my public identity (not that I’m anyone famous).

If you’re reading this, welcome. I hope whatever I have to offer on this website can resonate with you, or at the very least, give you some crumbs for thought.